Wednesday, August 17, 2011

What's said and unsaid

Tonight I'm thinking about something that often happens to me. I'm huge about communicating and not afraid to share my opinions and thoughts. Obviously. hehehe What I tend to find is that, when I say something people will agree with it and not add anything to it. If they agreed with it, they seem to find that I said everything they would have wanted to and leave it at that. I, however, love to hear each person's thoughts. I really enjoy it when people say how they feel. I want that fresh surprise. I look forward to someone saying something that makes me smile and opens my eyes to something. Sharing is caring they say. So...here's hoping that there's always communication and feedback to look forward to.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

What's on my heart

What's on my heart today after hearing various news bits and just living life these past few years and thinking of the years to come, I really want to write here. I'm a person of faith even though I won't advocate any particular religion or belief system. There's no one thing that fits for every person. Life can be hard and then it can be wonderful. Lessons to learn can be easy or tough. It's always up to us to make those choices for better or worse. Hopefully, like I do, you are able to look back and appreciate even the rough times for the strength and wisdom they have given you. In my heart, I feel that no matter what happens you will always be okay if you have charity towards others, perseverance, and a positive attitude. Working together to help one another and life one another up just to put a smile on someone's face is what life should be about, and I find that it often is. Make sure you stay true to who you are. You taking time for yourself to relax and release stress in a constructive way is so important. If you take time to look at things around you and inside you, you will feel some security. Know your boundaries and keep firm to them. It's okay to be honest about them, and it doesn't mean you're rude. Try to always be clear about your feelings and intentions. Miscommunication happens. Forgive yourself and forgive others. That doesn't mean put up with negativity. Simply avoid conflict whenever you can by again being clear that it's not okay with you when someone is being hurtful. This is really the most common advice I give and the things that follow from each of these ideas. I want you to be able to smile and laugh today. I want that for you every day. I really love you no matter how well I know you. That means I want the best for you. When you come to me, I'm there to talk. Everyone is special to me. Those that know me well know I mean exactly what I say. I don't hold back. I don't force my opinions on anyone, but I'm always open to share thoughts. May you all be blessed.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Is that molasses in my hourglass?

Time always tends to fly by. Life, however, can seem to drag. I've been wanting to post something, but so lost as to what to post about. I like to share my art, give advice, and share a bit. Maybe all I've got right now is to share because every other thought is just scattered. The world's in flux around me so maybe I am as well. Starting a new workout routine. We'll see how it goes. I feel like a fish out of water all the time. Did you notice this post has to do with time? Just sitting down and writing about my world could help. I've always thought that. Besides I give that advice and always have done so in a more private way. A journal nobody else sees. However, I'll share anything about anything and answer anything. I guess I'm a natural blogger. So time...flying....but things standing still. I always feel so anxious and worry about what's going to happen next. I do enjoy the happy things. I laugh a lot. Creeping up after that is a total lack of feeling secure in anything. Everyone around me has jobs and kids. I hate being the only one left outside looking at the happy picture inside. 

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Washing

Today it was laundry and dish washing. It's fun to organize clothes after washing. I still have more to go. Other than that so many creative ideas are flowing through my head. I'm trying to capture them all, and take it one step at a time. I'm really looking forward to everything that's to come. I hope that as an artist, a healer, and an organizer...I can be recognized. Worked out as well. I love seeing progress as I work towards being as healthy as I can be. Did any of you feel that way today?


Advice: I believe in communication,respect,love,honesty, sharing with and helping others. I believe that if you want something you go after it with passion and strength. Avoid going against the stream of your own self worth.Everyone is beautiful in their own way. Look at the world around you in the most positive light you can. It's not all good all the time, but you can overcome any obstacle. We're all on a journey. Let's reach out and take it together. One step at a time being open to forgive ourselves and others of any missteps. 


Inspiration
Passion
Joy
What I want to give to you
give to the world
share with you
you're not alone
smile today
and tomorrow
then cry with me
when we feel pain
laugh
hug
reach out and touch
it's all an experience
we can appreciate
give thanks

Monday, April 11, 2011

Moving up and in

Preparing to move is really quite a cleansing thing. Some people will get lost in the tedium of all the work to be done. I enjoy it. Organizing, cleaning, reorganizing. It's not just an external thing. Inside you feel cleaner. You've worked hard. You feel satisfaction..at least I do. Maybe you're doing it because you have to or because you love the move  you're making. We're looking up and forward to the future. To better days filled with working towards what we really desire. It's important to take some time now and again to look around you, take it all in, appreciate you, and make any changes you'd welcome.


Advice: Stopping to smell the roses, to follow your heart..those are most important. Sometimes we all get lost in the day to day. Let's be appreciative of what we have and change what we don't want. 
  

 What are you doing to me
are you healing me
lulling me into my dreams
awakening me into destiny
victory is within my grasp
surrounded by your love
an angels touch
isn't that what you told me
creativity it's my gift
all I can give
is all of me
with my whole heart
if I show myself
they can see
how to have strength
to embrace joy
smile
sing
dance
it's a celebration

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Hot and Cold

It's getting so hot outside now you'd hardly think it's still spring. The windows open a crack and the fan on high still seems to cool things off. Some days are easy and some you don't know if you'll make it through. In a moment, it all can change for better or worse. Let's hope for the better. I wonder what you all find yourself doing at this time? Are you feeling the freshness of spring?

Advice:Behaving may be overrated! Dare to be naughty. ^_^




 We're trying to fit in
struggling to make it
in a world that doesn't understand us
that doesn't know who we are
or what we are
what we can do
and what we won't do
is compromise 
just to be something we're not
on our own terms we'll make a path
we'll grow a new forest
plant a new garden to harvest from
the fruits of love
and honesty
of sharing and daring to care
the world will never change if we
don't move to make it what we dream

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Overcast days

Today it's quite cloudy. The sun keeps peeking in and out of the clouds. I'm just tired and drained. Feel like sleeping all day. I hope you all are finding more energy to accomplish your goals than I am. If you're not, let's all just cuddle up together and have a day of rest. ;D

Advice: The truth is simple yet profound. It is self evident. It is logical. You should not overindulge or harm yourself or others. You should not deny who you are or what you enjoy. It is all about the balance. Be true to  yourself and those around you. Love yourself and they will love you. In unity there is delight. Do not be afraid to try. Follow your passions. Communicate. Know your boundaries, but be open to explore, to learn, and to recieve. Reach out to give. Forgiveness is divine forget guilt. Love, hope, faith, balance, 42


Just remember you don't have to try and be great
you already are
don't play for them
play for me
i'm always with you
you're coming home at the end of the night
no matter how long or far
i'm at your side
you don't have to force
what comes naturally
feeling your passion
is all that matters
notes drifting through the air
they feel the love too
never knowing phoenix and dragon smile upon them
a goddess soaking up their adoration
it's by their delight we survive
to them we owe it all